Letter to Judas -
You lured me winsomely into your web, a black widow spider. Waiting, accumulating the ammunition of my pain to fire back at me like poison.
You saw me coming, kindness and acceptance to cover your shame, later to find out I was broken and frail (more here.)
Didn’t you know? Only the wounded can heal.
You feasted on me. Thus sated, you spit me out in my agony -- known and rejected..