Little one, you are mine and I delight in you. Be still for you are not God. I am the Servant for I need nothing from you. Allow yourself to be served by me. Don't be like Peter when I wanted to wash his feet. You are the cripple and I am the Caretaker.

I delight in your love; I am hungry for you. Be hungry for me. Remember me throughout your day and you will find joy. You are right about forcing yourself to do the things you ultimately want even when you don't immediately want them. That is the key. Now proceed into the riches of delight I offer you.